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So hi! i'm haziqah. you can call me ziqa or zee or what ever you want as long as it related. ok so now i'm not officially 18, but i will be 18 shortly on 29 nov. awhhhh can't wait! so yeahhh i was born in a family yg berusaha to live better life, people assumed it as middle class family but i don't think so. bcs mcm ni start with my eldest brother, he got what he wanted. so sampai dekat 2nd, 3rd, 4th child they live like sederhana like susah la nak dpt apa yg dorg nak so my parent berusaha to hidup senang then sampai ke my younger sister we manage to hidup senang. get it? i know you don't, bcs i sendiri tak tau mcm mana nak explain. so when i told them (elder sibling) that i get RM __ for duit belanja makan. they got jealous you know like "omg dulu aku dpt RM __ je pergi sekolah dorg dpt bnyk" hahh like that get it? ahh whatever so lazy to explain more. so i start tadika while 3 ke 4 tahun tah at somewhere in putrajaya. ok, what i think abt is "omg do i need to wear this thing?" (it's tudung bcs i tak tau apa nama dia masatu) i really hate tudung, untill now. i'm extremely blur at that time that i donno why i need to go to tadika i even dont know what is ths place. yang i tau is i pemalu, that's all. and yeahhh i only remember one friend that i have if i not mistaken her name i Rabiatul. but! i manage to get number 3 in that year. like outstanding award like that u know. then i remember time i dpt je trophy atas stage tu terus nak turun kat tangga tengah stage that actually no stairs there. OMG i feel sooooooo bodoh and ofcourse la malu, malu gila kot. then a lady come and guide me. manala i tau, biasanya kan it will have stairs there kat tgh" stage. then i remember i eat doughnut for tadika break. then i didn't do well in sukaneka tadika that make me super malu of myself idk why it so malu but i don't remember what happen next. then i remember that i pernah touch someone's hand bcs i like that guy. so that's all my kenangan for tadika. at that time i remember that my parent gaduh. ithink gaduh terukla bcs they main campak" barang like that. then masa tadika gak i gaduh dgn my younger sister, i like pukul dia kot bcs she conteng my buku tadika, then dia menangis (mengada je) then my eldest brother dtg then scold me, push me then i like slightly mcm slide tau sbb lantai bilik abg i licin then terhantuk kat pintu bilik dia i don't know how i it feels but i think kuat jugak dia tolak sbb my forehead bleeding and berparut until now. that's why i have scars on my forehead. then one incident ni i just came back from tadika that i was like soooo excited to show my elders brother that i have new books from tadika. idk why that time i really love my eldest brother like rapat gila, then i run to his room suddenly i fell and terhantuk kat edge of his room door pintu yg sama haihh so unlucky. then my forehead bleeding and that's why i have 2 scars on my forehead if you noticed. then after that my siblings called me harry potter. lol

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