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Tinder Swindler made me think.

 Hey everyone i'm back again. I know I've been MIA for such a long time now. Hehehe idk why. For me I always think of the content that I should write here then the idea comes right when I'm about to sleep and I end up insomnia. Then I might sleep at 4 or 5 a.m. or just never sleep and pray. You know what the idea come full in a basket. And I keep thinking. Kinda stress but I manage hehe. So I just watched the viral film from netflix Tinder Swindler. It's more like an interview session the whole movie. And one quote that I like or just amazed is the one from Marilyn Monroe. You may need to turn up your volume.


Lol. Despite the fact that I love Marilyn Monroe, somehow it's kinda relevant as the rich guy might looking for a beautiful lady with the perfect body I think. And the pretty girls will look for a rich man to get benefited right? I mean yeah a rich man is like a pretty girl which will be looked upon by everyone (pretty girls to be specific). But as for me, appearance is number one. I always get a question like "What kind of men that I want?" I mean what I'm looking for in a guy. And I said the look, the face. And most of my friend doesn't believe me bcs I never change my answer everytime being asked the same question. And it is. The truth. With me, you can be very poor. I don't mind. AT ALL. But please make sure you are good looking, handsome with the best face feature. And WE are going to figure out what are we having for breakfast, lunch, dinner. WE are gonna figure out where should we live. Are WE gonna rent or buy a house. WE are going to figure if I should work or both of us should work to support our life. Or should I just stay home and be a housewife. WE are going to make calculations on OUR cash flow. The furnitures, the groceries, your essentials, my skincare, my pads and pantiliners. Once WE had a baby, WE are gonna figure out who's gonna feed them and add more money per month bcs WE have a new soul to see the world. I'm not asking for more or for Gucci, LV or Prada. In fact, I never own it. First, I'd like to spend my money on another stuff. 2nd, it doesn't suit me. Just enough, which WE don't have to worry abt debt and more. Just eating ice cream in the park, taking good photos, tiktok (it's a must). It's always the word WE, OURS. Not I or You. So, Are You Ready? And, Am I Ready? I am ready if you ready. That's why I said I don't look at your money. I know how to find my money. Love is not about you look him in the eyes and he started to confess and "Oh, I own a Honda" and bla bla bla. Or it is if you never plan to be in serious relationship. And as I said, the first thing look in a guy is his face, just face. If he's heavier than it's fine. Just face. Bcs that face I'm gonna face everytime I wake up. That face I'm gonna be angry at. That face will be the face of my children. I can't change it, you can't change it, nobody can change it. If we fat, we can workout. If we poor we can hustle together. But if we aren't pretty or handsome, makeups may enhance us but, the face will stay the same. If we go plastic surgery, it doesn't change the fact our old face will go to our child. Next thing is personalities, that's when I said we are gonna figure out everything from daily routine, our jobs and more. If you give up, I'm here. and vice versa. Life is tough eventually, I understand. I REALLY DON'T MIND IF YOU HAVE NOTHING. But please, don't be TOO COZY being broke. Somehow, WE still need to eat, WE still have to pay the bills, the petrol and more. It's true, I don't mind. But it's not the key for you to be lazy and lazier. I really don't mind about your job and everything, with me, you can be everything. I'm here, you know what, I'm the best supporter. HAHA. But really. But I value fairness so much. WE must be fair. But we still can talk about it. Small things can make me happy, small things can make me upset. It's always SMALL things. I think I didn't explain to my friends so they think I'm off the wall. And yeah, that's all for now. But everytime I show my crush to my friends, my sisters, they always said it's not that handsome. I guess everybody has a different perspective. And MOST IMPOTANTLY, I'm neither beautiful nor rich. So sad. I'm just a simple girl that strive to live and indulge myself, family and be a rich auntie to my nieces and nephews. Bye! See you next entry!

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