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 Hai korang, jomlah chit chat sikit. Tadi aku baru saja balik dari bsn sebab nak beli nombor pin untuk apply sambung belajar lah kan. Honestly ikut kelurusan aku, aku expect ambil nombor tunggu nombor dipanggil dan beli nombor pin dan balik. Rupanya tak semudah itu ya, tadi org kaunter tu cakap no pin untuk program tertentu saja yang boleh beli (available). So aku tengok list program tu, tak da pun program aku 😭 menangis lah jugak dalam hati ni kan kitonyo datang membawa hasrat yg besar kan haha. So i ask oh esok, esok boleh beli ke? Org tu cakap, eh dia bukan mcm tu kalau dah takda tu kena tunggu dia open balik, next year ke. I was like.... seriously next year?? Tapi dkt website dah boleh start apply, tarikh tutup lambat lagi takkan lah dah tak boleh beli pin number. Habis kalau orang lain nak apply jugak kena tunggu next year ke? Kata aku dalam hati jelah mampu, knowing me i don't like to create scene. So i pun mcm it's okay lah i dah malas nak tunggu lama lama since i tak boleh nak beli pin number pun kan. Haih, kita pun lupa mcm mana lah kita beli nombor pin time diploma degree dulu ye. Lupalah, yg i ingat diploma my mum yg beli kut, degree i apply penerapan but seriously dah tak ingat dah mcm mana i buat dulu. I cuma ingat tang pilih course je. Haih lepastu time ni jugalah i nak teringat the moment i almost nak intern dkt korea tapi tak jadi sbb dokumen je. So my lecturer introduce this korea intern to me. And i apply, i did everything from a-z ulang alik wisma persekutuan, embassy korea, renew passport, gambar passport jumpa org minta cop pengesahan. Duit i sendiri almost 500 terbang sbb every dokumen kena bayar and the exhaustion driving pergi balik tunggu office hour. Oh my god. Sampai pihak korea call i kenapa dokumen tak lengkap. I cakap i sdg do my best to fulfill their requirement. Actually beside me ada juga student bawah i yg pergi but since my batch i sorang je so i do everything alone lah. I tak terfikir nak pergi dgn dorang ke apa bcs we barely know each other. I senior and they're my junior. Since that incident, my money pergi mcm tu je and also my dad bayarkan registration fee 900 pun terbang gitu je. Since that i dah malas gila nak apply anything related to this. Even adalah juga study oversea dalam wishlist i yg belum tercapai. But it's okay lah i dah malas nak beria. I was too excited to intern in korea back then, i didn't tell anybody hanya org yg tertentu saja yg tahu. Bcs knowing me i takkan be too loud on something that didn't happen yet. But yea i was too excited i put a lot of effort to fulfill everything sampai i penat. Or is it because i'm doing it alone? Ok done throwback. Now, i nak sambung study. I tengok tarikh tutup dia march next year. But why nak beli number pin takboleh eh. Skrg ni i baru nak research lagi cara nak apply ni. I takut i beria cari dokumen ni dokumen tu beli pin number end up i tak dapat nak apply. I menangis di bucu katil hahah. Bcs my brain thought the process is not that complicated. Doakan lah i dapat appply pun jadilah ek satu pencapaian juga tu, banyak juga dokumen dia mintak ni hahah.